Endless Summer

3am. Still up and awake. May, June, basically disappeared just like that. Oh well. Believe it or not, I finished my first semester in college. I'm back in Penang, currently. For my three weeks break.

But I don't think it can be considered as holidays. Personal statement, working attachment, KY Summit. There are just lotsa things to be done. And I've been wasting a lot of time. Doing basically nothing.
I really need to study, and do something productive. But well, sometimes I'm just too tired. Haha.

A lot of things happened back in May and June. My exams, KTJ Model United Nations Conference, a few others. I can't believe its already Syaaban. Ramadhan is just a few days away. I'm sure it would be different this fasting month. I would be fasting in KY instead of fasting at home. Obviously I'm gonna miss home so much.

I guess. I gotta start being used to the distance. Cause if everything goes on smoothly after this, I would be thousands of miles away from home. I hope everything will be fine though. I tend to chicken out when I think about my A-Levels exam. Confidence level = 0.

Here comes the part where I don't know what to say anymore. 1st July, that means I only have 11 months left for A levels exam. Hell, back to SPM all over again. Haha. Dahla, being so emo-ish, thinking too much over things nowadays.

Damn, I'm making everything sounds so difficult. Nah, it's nothing like that lah. I still believe that life is beautiful, with or without A Levels exam. Lol.

So, whatever you do, whatever situation you're in, please remember to be grateful for being alive, and never forget that life is just so, so beautiful. Cause it truly is. Night peeps.

Philosophical

I told jeff I was feeling a little bit philosophical yesterday. So he told me to blog about it. Haha. The things that are happening around me, somehow makes me think again and again about life. I mean, don't you realize that every little thing that happen affects our life in one way or another, but only if we allow it to do so? 

I like what Pn. Raha said yesterday. "The challenges in life either changes you, or forces you to change, in a good way." 

And..

“Happiness, it has been observed, is best achieved by those who have been most unhappy heretofore.” - Millard Kaufman (Bowl of Cherries)

"If you're gonna burn a bridge behind you, make sure you've crossed it first." - Quentin R.Bufogle

So you see, in order to be happy, I guess you'll be going through lots and lots of pain before that. And you just have to be strong, to taste the fruit of success in the end. I'm crapping  a lot here. I'm just gonna post whatever I find interesting. It's really inspirational, for me at least. :)

"The most important thing in life is not the triumph but the struggle. The essential thing is not to have conquered, but to have fought well." - Pierre de Courbertin

Last but not least,

I'll always remember this. "Pain comes before success. And a scar means, you survived."

It Ain't The Same, but Life's Pretty Good. Really

Sooooo. It's almost mid-april. God. Time is passing by faster than I thought. April, that means my Semester Exam is next month. Am I ready? Well, I think I'm gonna do my best for this exam. I've been screwing up too much. Haha.

Yesterday, my tutor talked to me about UCAS application, personal statement and stuff like that. Damn, I just got my SPM results, and I'll be completing my A Levels in a year time. BUT! I will have to apply for university somewhere in September. So if you add and minus the time remaining, it's about 5 months away. Uh huh. My tracking grades are okay I guess. But obviously, there's always room for improvement. I just have to stop being lazy lah.

Ohh. Tomorrow is KY's open day. I kinda volunteered for the college tour. Who knows, maybe it's gonna be fun. :)

I've not been updating this blog, I THINK. So I kinda miss it. As for my 'personal' life, hmm. Something I wanna avoid for now. Damn, I'm posting too much info here. Don't wanna be threaten like the girls in Pretty Little Liars. Lol. Hey, if you kinda wanna listen to an amazing song, listen to Our Story by Graham Colton. That dude has an amazing voice, and an amazing song as well.

That's all guys. Chiow! :D

Mister Perfect?

It's 5 am. And I'm going back in a few hours time. But I promised my bestie Tati, that I'm gonna make a post about my perfect guy. Since she did hers a few days ago, now its my turn.

So. My perfect guy. Hmm. I must admit, I'm quite confused and blur right now. Okay, my guy has to be taller than me. I don't know, a short guy is somehow a turn off for me. Haha. Wait, lets start with the most important thing of all. I am mostly attracted to intelligent guys. Yeah, weird but true. I think its all sexy and cute when he is super smart. Oh god, nerdy guys are so perfect.

Nerdy guys, but not the one with big specs or anything. Just you know, a normal nerd. That should be fine.  :) A lil bit of sense of humor. No stupid jokes I guess. For example, Max in 90210? Haha. I love him. Then.. He has to be very understanding. I must admit I can be quite troublesome sometimes. So yeah, he has to understand me and knows how to comfort me. That would be so nice.

Next, he has to be patient with me. But at the same time, he's brave enough to say what's right. Maybe bold enough to tell me that I am wrong. I don't want a guy who's just gonna say, 'it's okay, things will get better in time.' Nope. I need a guy who can help me to find solution to my problems, without getting bored and tired of me.

It would be a bonus if he has a great taste in music, and he reads the newspaper almost every day. Because most of the guys nowadays couldn't be bothered about reading newspapers anymore. Don't you think being informative is sexy as well? Haha. Then.. I would appreciate it if he would dress up quite decently. With muscles, please. Hehe.

Mister perfect also has to be someone with crazy ideas. Like, maybe the one who would go to a fishing trip with me? I don't want mister boring, please. On top of that, he has to be cool, humble, and cheerful. A person who is easy to talk to and doesn't mind socializing in events or parties or stuff like that. Oh yea, I do not like secrets. So I guess he has to share everything with me. No matter whether its good or bad.

A person who knows what he wants to do, and earn it. Not the kinda person who just waits around for something to come. Smart enough to guide me through the journey of life, and also someone who can prepare me for the journey hereafter. Lastly, it's always the normal thing. So yeah,  he has to be caring, quite religious, truthful, a person who respect the elders, LOVE children, and a person who's gonna love me his whole life.

PS : Basically mister perfect just has to be a super hot nerd. ;)

Back For Holidays

Hello. :)

I'm back in Penang! Well, I kinda think I only blog whenever I'm back. So far, that's kinda true. Well, right now I'm having my two weeks break. Yeah, two weeks. Cool aite? But... I still have lots of homeworks to be done, folios, presentations. Typical college life I guess? Hehe. And there's a lot to do during the holidays too.

Here comes the worst part. My SPM results are coming out this week. Truth is, I feel like hiding inside my room, underneath my comforter and ignore all the things thats gonna happen this wednesday. Haih. Somehow, I dont have the courage to face this.

Okay, the best part is... Well. Everything is pretty good. College, friends, life, family. What else could I ask for? So, what are my plans for the holidays? (apart from homework of course).

I wanna bake, that's one thing. Meet you. ;) Then.. I'm gonna eat the nicest food in Penang. Yeah, I'm gonna hunt for the best food. Hang out with my friends, catch up with them, design my new bedroom in 8 Gurney and most probably, study. Lol.

I guess.. That's it. Nothing much right now. Just feeling nervous, scared and anxious thanks to SPM results. Let's bake a cake and release all that, shall we? Take care loves! :)